After being a right bitch last night, she prays what she has shown to her Master today that she is worthy of keeping her status of fg. Though this is the decision of her Master only, girl knows in her heart she is very capable of such position, if not more so since being with her Master and has been able to show to him what she truly is and shall become.
It is very nice to be part of a family, though at this moment in time, she does not feel very close to any of her sisters, or brother, this is due to not being able to have much one on one with them,, though she prays this is something that can become better, so we can all work together in pleasing our Master and making him extremely happy and proud of who he owns.
Girl is finding herself calling her Master her Superior more often, as she feels it should be. Each time she calls him Superior she feels weak at the knees and very vulnerable, this helps her to remember her place (most of the time...blushes)
Master has a lot of great qualities about him and for this girl loves him more and more with each breath she takes.Master always does the right thing, even when tora feels it is not, He is my Master and tora is his slave, which is a bond which no man/or woman will ever break, no matter how much they may try.
Friday, 18 September 2009
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
Just a Quickie
Slept on and off all day due to not feeling too good. Have been unable to study due to lack of concentration and a lot of sniffles. This one knows she will have to make up for it over the weekend. One day this one will learn to do things when she should so her weekends shall be free.
Monday, 14 September 2009
Enjoyable Day
Just returned home from having a very long but enjoyable day, spending most of it with her Dad and step mum. It was a great pleasure to just be able to talk between adults without ones sisters interupting us, as they were at college and school. As is the norm between Dad and this one, we spoke about many things along with our most compassionate topic, which is music.
On the way home one saw a lovely black lab, playing in the park chasing a stick which its owner threw a fair way. It made this one wonder what it would be like to build a bond of trust between woman and dog, to a point that she would be allowed to do anything to, albeit from taking it for walks to stroking, sucking and getting the dog to mount her pussy and ass. Maybe even get a bitch so one could explore her fantasies a little deeper, being able to lick out a bitch (literally), how wonderful that must be.
Well, one is a little tired after a great day, so will stop here and see if her Master shows before this one falls asleep at the computer, which would not be a first...hehe
On the way home one saw a lovely black lab, playing in the park chasing a stick which its owner threw a fair way. It made this one wonder what it would be like to build a bond of trust between woman and dog, to a point that she would be allowed to do anything to, albeit from taking it for walks to stroking, sucking and getting the dog to mount her pussy and ass. Maybe even get a bitch so one could explore her fantasies a little deeper, being able to lick out a bitch (literally), how wonderful that must be.
Well, one is a little tired after a great day, so will stop here and see if her Master shows before this one falls asleep at the computer, which would not be a first...hehe
Saturday, 12 September 2009
Bad Mood,Good Mood
Was in a totally mad mood not so long ago, as one was accused of doing something she did not do. Paced the floor many times to try and calm down as Master had just gone to bed when this happened. Manged to calm enough to think things through and basically came to the conclusion that one is better off and has begun looking for work (sl) once more. Have placed another application in already though it takes about ten days before one shall hear back so continues to look elsewhere. Really thinking seriously of changing carreer status there, trying to better herself for the real world and for her Master. Seems like sometimes honesty is not the best policy, one could never meet a more honest person as herself, okay so she is biased, but at least she is honest about it...hehe
Was a little upset also when one was dropped a bombshell from what seems was a great height. Expressing concerns she managed to upset her Master, even though it was not her intention to do such, she was just sharing her thoughts and feelings on a particular matter. Truly hope Master went to bed in a good mood and not one of being upset.
Was a little upset also when one was dropped a bombshell from what seems was a great height. Expressing concerns she managed to upset her Master, even though it was not her intention to do such, she was just sharing her thoughts and feelings on a particular matter. Truly hope Master went to bed in a good mood and not one of being upset.
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
Update
Really unsure what to put in here today as one is feeling rather tired still. Unbelievable that one slept for over eight hours today though awoke once. It seems she has not been able to get to sleep until about 4-6am and getting up about 10-11am but today was different as she went to sleep at 4am, woke up at 10am then went back to sleep until gone 2pm. Wonder if having a bed to sleep in last night had anything to do with tora just not wanting to get up, which is unusual as she always races to get back online ready for her Master to return from work. As she was not there for his return today, she is feeling pretty much (excuse the language) shitty about it. Feels like one has let her Master down, the slave he can rely on, was not there and one is kiskcing herself for it.
Even a few moments with Master is so precious to tora, she is finding it harder and harder not being able to serve in person, this truly sucks and is driving me mad, so one would hate to guess how her Master is feeling, more if not the same as tora, no doubt.
Master has not been himself recently and one has been finding herself biting her tongue on more than one occassion. Trying to realise that things are stressful and Master has a lot going on in his life, but gee, what did tora do to have it taken out on her. Still, Master needs someone to vent out on, and tora has more than her fair share of venting out on her Master. If Master cannot rely on tora, who else can he rely on. Master is my life, my heart, my mind and I love him so much, more so through his bad times, oh how she loves it when it is kiss and make up time...grin devilishly
On toras end things have not changed much, still looking for work, still waiting for the disc to come through so she can begin her studies, still trying to find things constructive to do as she waits. Maybe one will call up college tomorrow to find out what is going on as she has left it a little late to call today.
Recently joined OBEAH and still trying to work her way through it, she has had a couple of Men of colour add her as a friend, so one will have to set some time today to reply to messages (wondering if this will be classed as study time...hehe). Will be a little nervous to reply, as she usually is when joining a new group/site but she sure this will pass and she also knows her Master has faith in her to succeed, even in this.
Think one has got addicted to Second Life, she is makinga few good friends, who have helped her learn to build since she is now renting a home.In SL she works for three clubs as a dancer, though she has also been contacted by a fourth who are interested in her. Will have to make sure she does not do too much and suffer a burn out as that is not fair on Master. He must come first and so must tora's health. Master is her main priority and his wishes, desires are girls command. She just has to stop being so darn stubborn.
Even a few moments with Master is so precious to tora, she is finding it harder and harder not being able to serve in person, this truly sucks and is driving me mad, so one would hate to guess how her Master is feeling, more if not the same as tora, no doubt.
Master has not been himself recently and one has been finding herself biting her tongue on more than one occassion. Trying to realise that things are stressful and Master has a lot going on in his life, but gee, what did tora do to have it taken out on her. Still, Master needs someone to vent out on, and tora has more than her fair share of venting out on her Master. If Master cannot rely on tora, who else can he rely on. Master is my life, my heart, my mind and I love him so much, more so through his bad times, oh how she loves it when it is kiss and make up time...grin devilishly
On toras end things have not changed much, still looking for work, still waiting for the disc to come through so she can begin her studies, still trying to find things constructive to do as she waits. Maybe one will call up college tomorrow to find out what is going on as she has left it a little late to call today.
Recently joined OBEAH and still trying to work her way through it, she has had a couple of Men of colour add her as a friend, so one will have to set some time today to reply to messages (wondering if this will be classed as study time...hehe). Will be a little nervous to reply, as she usually is when joining a new group/site but she sure this will pass and she also knows her Master has faith in her to succeed, even in this.
Think one has got addicted to Second Life, she is makinga few good friends, who have helped her learn to build since she is now renting a home.In SL she works for three clubs as a dancer, though she has also been contacted by a fourth who are interested in her. Will have to make sure she does not do too much and suffer a burn out as that is not fair on Master. He must come first and so must tora's health. Master is her main priority and his wishes, desires are girls command. She just has to stop being so darn stubborn.
Friday, 4 September 2009
Bad Mood Friday
Not a happy bunny after returning from the post office and finding the monies owed have not been credited to her account. Every bank holiday is the same and one is pretty much at the end of her tether with the darn JC. When one finally got through to their office she was told it was for the same reason as she gets every time, "They failed to process her details to say she signed". This is really annoying but one managed, somehow, to keep calm whilst talking to the lady on the phone and was told it will be in her account on Wednesday. Another payment a week later than it should be. Trying to calm down as there is nothing else she can do about this, but just wait. What really gets this one is that if she owed them money they would be jumping on her case without hesitation, a matter of hurry up and wait is now in order, I AM PEEVED.
Well, apart from that, she and taz had a very pleasant walk over the park. Though the wind was a bit chilly it was a nice walk. The park was empty so one was able to enjoy the views without worrying about what dog taz was running up to....hehe. He is such a playful dog but unfortunately not all dogs are and he always picks on the bigger ones....lol.
Well, apart from that, she and taz had a very pleasant walk over the park. Though the wind was a bit chilly it was a nice walk. The park was empty so one was able to enjoy the views without worrying about what dog taz was running up to....hehe. He is such a playful dog but unfortunately not all dogs are and he always picks on the bigger ones....lol.
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
I Love You Master
Being fucked by my Masters hard black cock is such a joy and pleasure and i feel humbled to be his. He makes this one shake and tremble with ecstasy and love for him, making her crave his black cock more and more each day. He is such a dark and sadistic bastard at times and i love it. I long and crave to serve in all ways, to suck and be fucked by more and more black dicks, to drink from many pussies and be fucked and drink many animal cocks is such a desire and crave i so wish to fulfill. She is a cum slut, a black cock slut, a k9 whore, an incestial bitch, a pussy loving slut and anything else my Master wants me to be. I am his slave to serve him in ways he desires, his way is my way, and i shall serve him with all of my heart, mind, body and soul. All that i am belongs to my Master and i am no longer in control of my life. I love you Master.
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