Update

Really unsure what to put in here today as one is feeling rather tired still. Unbelievable that one slept for over eight hours today though awoke once. It seems she has not been able to get to sleep until about 4-6am and getting up about 10-11am but today was different as she went to sleep at 4am, woke up at 10am then went back to sleep until gone 2pm. Wonder if having a bed to sleep in last night had anything to do with tora just not wanting to get up, which is unusual as she always races to get back online ready for her Master to return from work. As she was not there for his return today, she is feeling pretty much (excuse the language) shitty about it. Feels like one has let her Master down, the slave he can rely on, was not there and one is kiskcing herself for it.
Even a few moments with Master is so precious to tora, she is finding it harder and harder not being able to serve in person, this truly sucks and is driving me mad, so one would hate to guess how her Master is feeling, more if not the same as tora, no doubt.
Master has not been himself recently and one has been finding herself biting her tongue on more than one occassion. Trying to realise that things are stressful and Master has a lot going on in his life, but gee, what did tora do to have it taken out on her. Still, Master needs someone to vent out on, and tora has more than her fair share of venting out on her Master. If Master cannot rely on tora, who else can he rely on. Master is my life, my heart, my mind and I love him so much, more so through his bad times, oh how she loves it when it is kiss and make up time...grin devilishly
On toras end things have not changed much, still looking for work, still waiting for the disc to come through so she can begin her studies, still trying to find things constructive to do as she waits. Maybe one will call up college tomorrow to find out what is going on as she has left it a little late to call today.
Recently joined OBEAH and still trying to work her way through it, she has had a couple of Men of colour add her as a friend, so one will have to set some time today to reply to messages (wondering if this will be classed as study time...hehe). Will be a little nervous to reply, as she usually is when joining a new group/site but she sure this will pass and she also knows her Master has faith in her to succeed, even in this.
Think one has got addicted to Second Life, she is makinga few good friends, who have helped her learn to build since she is now renting a home.In SL she works for three clubs as a dancer, though she has also been contacted by a fourth who are interested in her. Will have to make sure she does not do too much and suffer a burn out as that is not fair on Master. He must come first and so must tora's health. Master is her main priority and his wishes, desires are girls command. She just has to stop being so darn stubborn.