Killing with Kindness

Getting rather frustrated having not being able to focus on the more important things, having to try and sort out this headache which one has had for over a week now. It makes one feel like not doing anything as she is using all her energy on fighting off the pain.
She really feels she needs to begin focussing again on the more important things and not just her. Master is so understanding and patient with her. When others would have been rather agressive with her, Master has not used His position in an abrupt or demanding manor, though he is in his rights to.
Often she wonders just how much patience her Master has, as she would have been pounced on more than one occassion, for her behaviour or mannerisms (lack of), in the past. She is unsure how much of this *kill them with kindness* manner, in which he uses, she can take.