Monday, 6th July 2009

It was so nice to get out of the house for a couple of hours this morning. No computer, no phone, no family around, just tora. It is very seldom these days that she is able to have any kind of alone time while she is at home. This only happens when she goes out on her walks, but still she has no privacy, no room of her own to go to if/when she needs some space, some time just for her. Will she ever get that chance, that privacy back? Only time shall tell.
When she returned home, she briefly spoke to Master, before he went to lay down due to a headache. She really prays he is feeling much better.
As her brother had the computer, this one decided to have a nice, warm, relaxing soak in the bath, washing away any negativity plus it is the only room with a lock on so she can have some privacy, just to sit, be still and clear her mind, meditate, something she has not been able to do for a while. It was the best hour she has spent on her own for a long while.Not thinking about anything, clearing her mind and going to her secret place where no one, not even Master can go to.
After her bath she found that her brother had left the laptop for her, so she checked her e-mails, which she has not done for about three days now...oopsy. She had received one particular email which, while reading, made a tear appear in her eyes. This is has never happened before, not from emails...weird. It was a very meaningful story about a girl's dog dying and going to Heaven, she wrote a letter to God and received a reply. Very touching indeed.