Aint Never Gonna Be The Same

Since returning to her homeland four months ago, it has been a roller coaster ride of ups and downs. Leaving her husband back in his homeland left her half empty and confused in trying to understand the happenings over the past year or so.
Feelings for her husband are slowly dwindling to a small flicker of a flame, whilst she is also feeling her fire burning within through now belonging to another, a true Gorean Master. One who understands every detail of her life. Confusion of having love for two people, yet understanding of why she is falling in love with another.
The last month or so has been filled with every kind of emotion one can ever think of. Things are going too fast with herself and her new Master. Things which took years to trust and share are now only taking days, if that.
Matters not what one thinks about, or where she goes, she is unable to get her mind of the Master she now craves to serve in all things, scarey huh?