Think Before One Speaks

Sometimes one has difficulties in expressing herself in a slave-like manner. Why is it that she uses a tone she really wishes not to. Just because Mother Nature may be arriving, does not give her an exuse to behave in a way that may be unpleasing to her Master. She needs to try harder to think before she speaks, and use the correct soft tone which she feels is expected of her at all times. No matter how hard it may seem, she must learn to control her speech. This one must remember that her Master does not deserve to hear such harshness from her, it is not He whom she has a problem with.
She feels there are some things which are not needed to be shared and her bad moods are one of them.
Still struggling with being torn between Church and the chosen path she has decided to live, she is unsure what to do. One things is clear though and that she knows she must make time each day to read and study her bible, pray and spend time with her Lord. She must also remember that studying what her Master desires is also of great importance, even though she may not want to admit it, she knows it is for her best interest that she must try harder and not be so darn rebellious like she has been doing for a while now.