Not much to say...or willing to say

Nothing much to say at this time but was told to make an entry so here it is.
Just listening to her music and remembering the good times she used to have, hoping there shall be many more in her future. Bad times still play on her mind but she hopes she will be able to deal with each one one step at a time.
Sometimes she feels she is being pushed into some things she feels she is not ready to do at this moment. At the right time and not a moment before, she will deal with each one.
She knows she will be asked what is on her mind and what does she feel needs to be sorted out so will answer them here.
She wishes not to talk about such things at this moment as she does not feel ready to talk about them. She prays You have trust and patience in her, as she will open up when she is ready, not when she feels she is being pushed to do such. If You want her to run away then carry on pushing her, because she will run.
It's all about the Master...yes this is true but a slave is also human and has their way of dealing with things. Do Not Push Her About Her Past or Present Problems.