Broken Chains

Have tried my best to study today, but with a certain someone on my mind, it has been a struggle. When no more could be taken, one made the phone call and spent a long while talking to him, trying to make it believeable that there were options open to us, but at the end of the phone call, he put the phone down on me, so that is that. Five years of my life gone, woosh, bye bye. I was going to say they were wasted, but that would be a lie, there were very good times, though there were also some very bad times. Now i need time for this to sink in and know it is finally over and if he wants friendship that is fine by me, but if not, then that is also fine, as I know I have some One and something much better now. Some One who want lie, who wont go behind my back and do horrible things, some One i can trust and be myself with, totally. Some One who is not going to belittle me, and make out I am useless, some One who is strong enough to protect me, not just physially but mentally too. Something that even my wildest dreams would not even come close to.

Maybe now, i can get on with the rest of my life and hopefully now my stress levels will now be less and focus shall be more.

My heavy chains have now been broken, though i continue to be bound to slavery, my new chains are lighter. In these chains, I am free.