As always it was great to hear Masters voice when i called earlier today. One knows not why but she always seems to understand more when it is not written down and is spoken to her. Feeling the need to hear his voice more, she really hopes and prays that the sound on his computer can be sorted out soon, without much cost, if any.
I know Master loves and cares for me, as there are many times this has been proven, time and time again. Somehow I have to try and put my past behind me, so Master does not get treated as the ones before him.
As one was walking home she heard him say something which kind of touched a nerve in me. When he mentioned that there may be comeone after him, my heart sank a little, wondering why he would say such a thing. I guess he has had many disappointments in his own lifetime, probably more than myself and does not take anything for granted.
Why can I not think like him? How can I stop the thoughts of what society thinks come to my mind. Surely all that matters are Master and myself. Why am I allowing myself to think and worry what others think. Why am I so emersed in the *worldly* goings on?
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