To Be or Not To Be

After having to make up for not doing what was expected of her the other day, tora studied for a couple of hours today, reading more about the Gorean foods and coins. It is her hope that the first set of studies shall be entered into her section upon the forum by the end of this coming week.
She finished catching up with her FB accounts then spent some time on Second Life. Went into the same place as she did when thalia invited one to join her. Had a lengthy talk to the owner and ask this one to ask Master if He remembers the Master using the same name DarkRaven Ninetails. This one has been honest with answering the questions put to her and tora has some concerns about thalia, as she is stating that the Master who *owns* her on sl also owns her in real time. When this one said that we had the same Masters in reality and mentioned the name LastSamurai, it seems there was some confusion, which is when she found out about the *Master* thing. Wonder if my Master knows of this. Dreading for Master to read this entry because of the aforementioned topic, which she feels if not knows will make Him mad, which would mean she may not have as much time with Him when He wakes due to having to deal with thalia, perhaps. Wish sis was open and honest with Master, it is not fair on Him, or her and it is not fair on tora either.
Have been asked to be *sold and trained* in the room owned by the above mentioned Master, but she stepped back a little and explained about my Master and i being real. They tried to reassure her that it is not a real sale as what is real stays real and what is sl stays on sl. This is something tora is unable to comprehend as to her her real and online Master are One and the same. It would be nice to meet and talk to other Goreans, Free and slaves alike, but if Master says no, then that is it and one will beg Master to help her find or recomend somewhere else she may go while Master is sleeping. Nearing the end of tora's time on sl, as she went to eat, realising she was three hours late in doing so, she saw thalia enter the room. One has been given a landmark card so she can easily return there, if she is allowed to after speaking to Master, if tora feels it is worth returning.
Read Masters latest entry in His diary and really felt for Him as His day has been utterly hectic and by the sound of things so shall this coming week. This one worries about Master as much if not more than He worries about tora. Reading the final part made her beam a smile and chuckle as Master speaks highly of this one. Yes Master, she is sure that You shall end her fears and nightmares, this she has no doubt. Knowing how much Master has brought tora thus far, she can know in her heart that her Master will bring her out of this problem she finds herself in and He shall bring her out, turning things around, letting her know there is beauty and love in this, instead of turmoil and despair. It may take a while, but tora knows, hand on heart, that her Master will never let her down and will always have her best interests at heart. Thank You Master.