Loyalties

Being the head girl, or first girl can be almost impossible at times. It takes someone who can take the whip from her Master and hassle and name calling from other slaves in the household. Although tora feels like crap after having to share some details unknown to Him, she knows she has done the right and honourable thing. Above all else, her Master comes first, He is the Head of the household, the owner, the Master, of everything within that household. His responsibilities are more than most people could ever imagine.
When the Master is away, it is the head girls job (if no other Free is present) that the house is run smoothly and all rules are obeyed, at all times. When something goes wrong, she is responsible to report back to her Master. No matter who it involves or what it may be, no matter how she feels about the person, her duties are to report ALL things to Master. The head girl's loyalties are with her Master, as should all His slaves loyalties should be. This said, it still doesnt mean that she doesnt feel crap having to report a beloved sister or brother for doing wrong and she admits it hurts her to do such. If only her sister knew how much it hurt one to mention to Master that she was disrespectful to His name and to His home. It also hurts to know Master has been displeased, more than most would understand.
Since the wrong has been reported, i have heard nothing from my sister, guess she is pissed, but i have to stay strong and stand/kneel by my Master, to be strong and hold my own, sis will either get over it or she won't. i must stay focused and loyal to my Master at all times, in all things.
On a good note though, or i think it is a good note, i have spoken and shared briefly about a little of myself to the Mistress who is very close friend of Masters. i was polite and informative, answered her questions, though when i called her Mistress, i found myself gritting my teeth at first, though she does seem pleasant enough, and i admit i did begin to relax a little. She had to leave but said she would be back within an hour. The Mistress is hoping to talk more with me then. i shall try to stay online for her return, as i know it would please Master.